Today will be a challenge.  Today we are saying goodbye to an officer that struggled with leukemia for the last year. My heart is all over the place. I'm saddened by the loss, but my heart is with his wife and children as they now go through life without him.

There is a saying that you only die once but you live every day.  In the last 2 years, I'm not sure how much living we did as we struggled with covid and we struggled to get life back to what we once considered normal. I question just what living is supposed to be. Is it getting up and doing the work and family balance or is it more than that? 

It's times like this that I wonder what we really need to be doing. What is our purpose? Do you ever question it?